Praying for Boston in the Wild

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I haven’t posted in awhile, but with everything going on in Boston, I felt the need to post my BookLovers column today.

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Into the Wild

By LAUREN DALEY

 

The sun beat down like any other day.

Birds sang from their perches in the coastal oak-holly and Atlantic white cedar trees all around us.

We stopped at the brook where we always stop, and sat on the big rocks where we love to sit, and I listened to the water, running and falling over stones and branches the water had long ago run smooth.

I closed my eyes and lifted my face towards the sun. I felt the warmth on my cheeks and listened:

I listened to the brook, bubbling and pouring like a faucet, filling the mossy pool like a warm bathtub.

There was no Time.

Everything was just as it had been for thousands of centuries, and thousands of centuries before that.

And after a bit we got up and kept hiking. We walked into the Still. We walked in another Time and Place.

Past the jagged outcrop of ancient rock and the black oak that flanked it. Past the next brook, and the next, until we came to the green meadow where we turn for home.

And that’s when Time burst in. Through the tiny window of his phone:

“There was a bombing at the Boston Marathon,” he said, almost questioned, his voice going up at the end of the sentence as he glancing down at the alert that had popped up on the screen, then up at me.

We stopped in our tracks near the stone wall. We clicked and scrolled and read.

Terror at Boston Marathon… Explosives the size of IEDs in Iraq…  An 8-year-old among the dead… Amputations… terror… critical condition… act of Terror… Bomb at JFK library… Obama to address nation… Patriots Day… Persons of Interest… Terror….

And then after a while we kept on walking, past the beech and white pine and ash, towards the horse field where our car was parked, waiting to leave the Wild and enter a world where police in day-glo orange vests, wheelchairs, blood, badges, smoke and screaming and a dead little boy were all very real.

On the walk back, I watched the meadowlarks and sparrows pecking for bloated white worms in the black muddy earth.

I watched a red-tailed hawk make wide loping circles in the sky; I thought of the dead field mouse, we had found just an hour earlier, belly up in the cinnamon fern.

I wondered if the hawk would find it.

In the Wild there are no senseless deaths.

The mouse died, the worms died, but the birds would live another day.

I thought of the book I’m reading right now— Jack London’s “White Fang,” (1906)— and fresh lines came racing into my head:

“The world as (White Fang) saw it was a fierce and brutal world, a world without warmth… The aim of life was meat. Life itself was meat. Life lived on life. There were the eaters and the eaten.”

Animals don’t kill for no reason. You could walk the globe around, you could walk for eons. You will never see a senseless death in the Wild. Not one.

London wrote, “had the cub thought in man-fashion, he might have (seen) the world as a place wherein ranged a multitude of appetites… all in blindness and confusion, with violence and disorder, a chaos of gluttony and slaughter, ruled over by chance, merciless, planless, endless.”

I could not think of a better way to describe Man’s World than as “a chaos of gluttony and slaughter, ruled over by chance.” London said it perfectly.

All the way past the horses and small wild flowers, all the way out of the Wild, I thought of the images I had just seen, and I marched to the beat of London’s words in my head:

Mericless, planless, endless.

Mericless, planless, endless.

Mericless, planless, endless.

Lauren Daley is a freelance writer and book columnist. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thoughts on Mary Oliver

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(A picture I took at my favorite beach.)

 

I’ve been reading a lot of poetry lately, and wanted to re-post my BookLovers column from last April about the poetry of Mary Oliver. This ran in my column in The Standard-Times.

 I’ve posted the text below.

A Paean to the Poet in us All

by LAUREN DALEY

 

“The world has a need of dreamers as well as shoemakers “¦ Artists are not trying to help the world go around, but forward.”

— Mary Oliver

A book often finds its reader when the reader is good and ready for it.

I suppose I was primed for Mary Oliver.

“Blue Pastures” (1981) came to me through my old college professor, Chet Raymo. He gave it to me during my sophomore year when I was a student in his nature writing class.

I cherished the book — a gift from a writer I respected! — but for some reason, I just couldn’t get into it. I’d pick it up, put it down.

That is, until last week when I picked it up and couldn’t put it down.

Oliver — a Pulitzer Prize-winning poet and longtime Cape Cod resident — is known as a nature prose writer and “nature poet;” even her prose reads like a poem:

“It is summer now, the geese have grown, the reeds are bearded green, flocculence, full of splinters of light,” she writes in “Pastures.”

The slim book is a combination of random field notes, the odd poem, and a few essays.

I underlined many passages about poetry in this book, and, in honor of Poetry Month, I’ll share them here.

The first relates to being a writer:

“There is a notion that creative people are absent-minded, reckless, heedless of social customs and obligations. It is, hopefully, true. For they are in another world all together “¦ My loyalty is to the inner vision, whenever and howsoever it may arrive. If I have a meeting with you at three o’clock, rejoice if I am late. Rejoice even more if I do not arrive at all.”

I, and I’m sure many of you, can relate 100 percent to this statement. Myself, I can be one of the most absent-minded and socially awkward people you’d ever hope to meet.

At least I’m in good company.

The second relates to wanting to be a writer:

“The most regretful people on Earth are those who felt the call to creative work, who felt their own creative power restive and uprising, and gave to it neither power nor time.”

You’ll rarely hear anyone say, “Boy, I sure missed my calling — I’m just a frustrated doctor! I operate on my cat; I try to diagnose my friends. Just last week I tried to give my aunt a chicken pox vaccine.”

But how many times have you heard — or said — “I’m a frustrated artist.”

These are people who draw or write poetry or play guitar in their spare time because it quite literally needs to come out of them.

Art is innate to human existence. It’s why ancient people painted on cave walls, invented symbolic language to write down stories. If you deny yourself art, you will feel a part of you missing.

The third Oliver quote relates to reading poetry:

“Shelley “¦ did not mean for me to be thinking about him listening to the bird; he was willing to vanish and let me (the reader) become the ‘I.’ “¦ He knew it was that both things were necessary — that he vanish and that the reader enter the poem.”

There are exceptions to every rule, but, as a rule of thumb, “I” in a poem is nearly never the poet. Never assume who “I” is. “I” could be anyone. Usually “I” is you.

See, the poet vanishes to let the reader become the “I.” If you can relate to a poem, if you like a poem, it is because you can place yourself in the “I.”

Keep that in mind when you read poetry.

I’ll leave you with one last quote from Oliver:

“No poem is about one of us, or some of us, but is about all of us “¦ Every poem is about my life but also it is about your life, and a hundred thousand lives to come.”

Lauren Daley believes in the poet in all of us. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com.

 

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I Met David Sedaris

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This ran in my BookLovers column in The Standard-Times last year. I’d like to share it here.

By Lauren Daley

BookLovers

As you loyal BookLovers know by now, David Sedaris is one of my favorite writers.

I own all his books, and have read each one, honestly, about a dozen times.

I’m a sucker for anyone who can make me laugh. For me, rereading Sedaris is like re-watching old “Seinfeld” reruns — they just never get old for me.

So you can imagine my excitement when I found out that Sedaris was coming to New Bedford to read stories from his yet-to-be-released book, “Let’s Explore Diabetes With Owls” (April 2013).

I freaked out, people.

For the uninitiated, Sedaris is a modern-day Mark Twain: a gifted and popular American humorist. Dubbed “the rock star of writers,” he’s a New York Times bestselling author, playwright and regular commentator for National Public Radio. Sedaris has also been nominated for three Grammy Awards for Best Spoken Word and Best Comedy Album.

Bottom line: He’s hilarious.

The Zeiterion Theatre offered an opportunity to attend “Works in Progress: An Intimate Evening with David Sedaris” at the Whaling Museum Jan. 19. The event was presented by Celebrity Series, a performing artist presenting organization based in Boston.

This is a man who reads at Carnegie Hall. He just spent a week reading in Boston, and, the day after the New Bedford event, was headed to the Sundance Film Festival in Utah to watch a film based on one of his stories.

So having such an iconic writer read here in New Bedford was truly a feather in the city’s literary cap.

But my intense high upon finding out Sedaris was coming to New Bedford was swiftly followed by an intense low, when I was told that he wasn’t doing any press. No interview. No press passes for the event. Didn’t want his new work reviewed.

I was deflated, but not crushed. I decided to go anyway, as a fan.

I didn’t interview Sedaris, and this is not an in-depth critique of his work. This is just my diary of my evening of an incredible literary happening in my home area.

My boyfriend and I walked into a packed house Whaling Museum last Saturday — there were loads of readers, piles of hors d’oeurve and a full bar under the whale skeletons in the Jacobs Family Gallery.

Of course, SouthCoast’s hardest-working indie book store, Baker Books, was there selling copies of Sedaris’s work. Deborah Baker truly deserves credit for all she does to promote reading in SouthCoast. It seems every time you go to a literary event in SouthCoast, Baker Books is right there.

Before the reading started, Sedaris — slight and pale, smaller than I expected even, in a blue corduroy sports jacket — sat at the Baker Books table to sign.

I got in line, giddily holding my copy of “Squirrel Seeks Chipmunk: A Modest Bestiary” (2010) — which is actually my least favorite of his books, but my only hard cover copy.

He asked me if I was Greek, which he is. I said no, but that my mother is part Lebanese.

He signed my book, “To Lauren. I wish my mom was Lebanese. David Sedaris.”

But before I could bring myself to walk away, I had to tell him: “I actually write the book column for the newspaper here. I love your work, but they told me you didn’t want an interview.”

He looked genuinely surprised: “What? Who said that? Nobody said anything to me!”

I shrugged, “That’s what I was told. That you didn’t want any press or interviews. Honestly, I was kinda disappointed. You’re one of my favorites. I’ve recommended your books a few times in the column,” I said with a small laugh.

“Do you have a piece of paper?” Sedaris asked me, holding his hand out. I handed him my notebook, and he jotted down the name of his agent in New York, and told me to call her to set up a phone interview in March.

So hopefully, BookLovers, I’ll have that Sedaris interview for you sometime in March, before “Let’s Explore Diabetes With Owls” releases in April.

Later, as he took the podium in front of a packed house in the museum’s Cook Theater, Sedaris said, “You might think if someone has a book coming out in April that they’d have finished it by now.”

He put on a pair of rectangular reading glasses, then went on to read four “works in progress” for his new book, which he said hoped to have “finished by Valentine’s Day.”

It was fascinating to see his mind at work.

As he read aloud from his drafts, he was almost constantly making edits, marks, circles and lines with a pencil.

After he read a funny but long-ish story about having his passport stolen, he said: “I just cut four pages out of that. Can you imagine how long that would’ve been? … It’s like chipping away at something made of marble. I just got to chip away.”

I won’t mention specifics about what he read, because, to be fair, I had heard he didn’t want anything reviewed, and I’ll stick to that.

What I will say is that I cannot wait for this book to come out. I’ve been waiting since “When You are Engulfed in Flames” (2008) for stories like the ones he read to us at the Whaling Museum.

I’m not exaggerating when I say he had audience members stomping their feet, clapping and howling with laughter.

During the Q&A session, I asked what he thought of “C.O.G.,” the film adaptation of his story by the same name, which was to premiere the following day at the Sundance Film Festival in Utah.

Despite many offers through the years, Sedaris has never before allowed his work to be adapted into a feature film.

Not only did he give Kyle Patrick Alvarez, 29, the go-ahead to make this indie film, but he entrusted the entire project to Alvarez. He decided he’d see it for the first time with everyone else at the premiere.

Sedaris answered that he liked Alvarez’s first film, “Easier with Practice,” and that he seemed like a true artist, plus he was enthusiastic:

“He’s a young kid “¦ He said his dream was to have a movie premiere at Sundance. I didn’t want to stand in the way “¦” he answered, adding that he was going to see the movie the next day at Sundance.

I Googled earlier this week and found that Sedaris liked the film. He told the press after the screening: “I always understood that it would be Kyle’s interpretation of the story I wrote,” adding with classic self-deprecation that it was “painful to be reminded of how pretentious and horrible I was.”

From his 1997 book, “Naked,” “C.O.G.” is a 50-page or so coming-of-age tale about a young Sedaris taking a Greyhound bus out west to live out his naive idea of what true living should be — a sort of “Go West, Young Man”/Kerouac-story-come-to-life.

He starts out as pretentious and holier-than-thou as any college-age kid, and, after a series of hilarious, sad and twisted events, gets smacked with reality.

I can see how Alvarez would think this would make a perfect indie film — because it would. I guess I’m just an old-fashioned purist in that I hate to see any writing special to my heart and mind be turned into someone else’s idea of a movie.

I’m glad Sedaris liked it. I mean, he is, after all, the guy depicted in it. But readers are allowed their own opinions, right? At least we purist readers can rest easy knowing that it doesn’t seem like Sedaris will be saying yes to any more films in the near future.

He told Indiewire about a Sundance cocktail party he went to: “I don’t care if I ever see any of those people again. I don’t hope that I get a meeting with somebody. It’s not my world.”

Oh, and one final note about the New Bedford evening:

At the very end, Sedaris had two of his books to give away that were both written in foreign languages.

Guess who now owns a copy of “Me Talk Pretty One Day” written in Indonesian?

Freelance writer Lauren Daley does. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com.

 

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My review of “Billy Lynn’s Long Halftime Walk,” and Interview with the Author

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This column ran in my BookLovers column in The Standard-Times on Saturday. I’d like to share it here, but please check out my BookLovers site:

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Every once in a while, you read a book that is just about perfect.

The writing pops. It sparkles.

The characters are so real that you feel you know them; the way they speak is so authentic you feel you’ve met them.

There is truth on every page, and it’s a sad truth but it also makes you laugh, so cleverly is that truth written.

Every once in a while, you finish a book and say out loud to yourself: “Wow.”

One such book is “Billy Lynn’s Long Halftime Walk,” by Ben Fountain (2012.)

This New York Times best-seller was also a National Book Award finalist in 2012, and it is as close to a “Catch-22” treatment as the Iraq War could get.

This novel is brilliant.

The entire story takes place in the course of one day, at a Dallas Cowboys football game on Thanksgiving Day, 2004.

After an embedded FOX News team captured a wild firefight with Iraqi insurgents, the footage of the Bravo Squad was everywhere—glorified on CNN and YouTube alike.

The George W. Bush administration used it as propaganda footage and paraded the eight remaining young members of Bravo around the nation like prize dogs after a fight, flying them around the U.S. on a “Victory Tour” to build public support for the war.

Now, on this chilly and rainy Thanksgiving, the Bravos are guests of “America’s Team,” the Dallas Cowboys, slated to be part of the halftime show alongside the superstar pop group Destiny’s Child. Right after the game, of course, the government will wash their hands of them, and send the boys straight back to Iraq.

And they are boys—Billy Lynn is 19 years old, the average age of a solider in Iraq, author Ben Fountain told me.

I called Fountain this week at his home in Texas. Fountain grew up in North Carolina, went to law school at Duke University and practiced law for five years in Dallas, Texas before giving it up to write.

“I realized I would never have peace in myself if I never made a serious attempt to write fiction,” he told me.

This is Fountain’s first novel, but his short stories have not gone unnoticed: He’s received the PEN/Hemingway Award, the Barnes & Noble Discover Award for Fiction, a Whiting Writers Award, an O. Henry Prize, two Pushcart Prizes, and two Texas Institute of Letters Short Story Awards, among other awards.

Fountain’s descriptions of Army life are so detailed, and Billy Lynn so real, that I was shocked to find that Fountain has never served in the military.

“I just talked to every soldier who was willing to talk to me, upwards of 30. I developed relationship with a couple. I just tried to immerse myself in that world; I felt I had to earn a right to write a book like this, and the only way I would earn that right was to get all the details of military life correct,” he told me.

As vivid as his characters are, none were based on any interviews.

“In writing fiction, you’re always taking bits and pieces from your own experience. All those characters are an amalgamation of different things from real life,” he said.

“Billy was created whole-cloth. I came across a statistic that said the average age of a solider fighting in Iraq is 19 years old. I thought, ‘My God. They’re children.’ That’s where Billy came from.”

The men of Bravo know they’re being used as puppets by the Masters of War, of course, but they’re more peeved that the American people don’t seem to notice. Fountain writes:

“Billy has noticed that audiences don’t seem to mind anyway. All the fakeness just rolls right off them, maybe because the nonstop sales job of American life has instilled in them exceptionally high thresholds for sham, puff, spin, bull, and outright lies, in other words for advertising in all its forms.”

As a character, Billy struck me as very Holden Caulfield-esque.

Throughout the book, we see Billy’s affection for innocent kids—he gives his autographed football to a skinny kid with a cheap winter coat—and naïve romanticism—he falls head-over-heels in love with a Cowboys cheerleader, whom, he dreams, he might marry and live with forever in a cabin in the woods.

But when I mentioned the Holden similarities to Fountain, he seemed taken aback.

“Wow, that’s funny; I never thought of him in those terms. And I love ‘Catcher in the Rye,’ too,” he told me. “Someone told me Huck Finn, and Holden is the urban version of Huck Finn—these American individuals who find themselves caught in systems and who are trying to carve out spaces for their own integrity. So I can see that.”

Billy’s foil is Cowboys team owner Norm Oglesby—a good ol’ boy in cowboy boots, who talks with pride about the “war on Terr” and about revenge for 9/11, or “nina leven.” He’s richer than rich, name-checks Dick Cheney, and, almost on whim, decides to create a film company to make a movie about the Bravo firefight.

“Oglesby is taken from various elements of my own experiences in Texas and maybe a little bit on sports club owners, in any sport,” Fountain told me with a laugh. “Club owners tend to be people with big egos and big desires.”

The NFL is perfect stage for a novel like this.

It is, as Fountain writes, everything Big and Commercial about America— a glorified ad venue for CEOs to sell cars, beer, sex and pizza for three hours during 11 minutes of live-ball playing time. He writes:

“Could it be that advertising is the main thing? And maybe the game is just an ad for the ads?… Somewhere along the way America became a giant mall with a country attached.”

He told me: “The germ of the novel came from me watching a halftime show on Thanksgiving Day and it happened pretty much the way I wrote it in the book…Destiny’s Child performing, and marching bands and fireworks…. I thought, ‘This is the most insane thing I’ve ever seen in my life.’ And yet it was a typical day in America. Nobody bats an eye.”

When I asked him if he was a football fan, he laughed:

“When I was growing up, I loved playing and watching football… But over the years, I’ve become less and less enamored, and now I’m pretty disenchanted.

“The whole sport is so top-heavy. In a three-and-a-half hour game, there are only 11 minutes of live-ball playing time. When you look at the hundreds of millions of dollars that goes into 11 minutes, it’s completely out of balance,” he said.

In one scene, the boys of Bravo are tossing around a ball for fun in the end zone. He writes:

“And if it was just this, Billy thinks, just the rude mindless headbanging game of it, then football would be an excellent sport, and not the bloated, sanctified, self-important beast it became once the culture got its clammy hands on it.”

Of course, these boys of Bravo— who live on MREs in tents in the dust in Iraq— are in culture-shock in Dallas, in Cowboy land, a land of beer, beer, beer, fast-food, cheap pizza, whiskey, money- money-money, Hollywood, film crews, cheerleaders, movies, commercials, “Built Ford Tough,” Beyonce, Destiny’s Child, photo shoots, turkey, stuffing, potatoes, pie, PR people, cameras, autographs, footballs, promotional T-shirts, wiggling pom-poms, fireworks, short skirts, tight tops, Coca-a-Cola and ads, always ads, ads, ads.

At one point in the novel, Billy says to Bravo Sergeant, Dave Dime:

“Sergeant, I feel sick.”

Dime gives him a once-over. “You look okay to me.”

“Not like sick sick. More like bent. Baked.” He taps his head. “Halftime sort of skitzed me out.”

Dime laughs, at-at-at, a machine-gun rattle high in his throat. “Son, try to look at it this way. It’s just another normal day in America.”

Lauren Daley is a book columnist and freelance writer. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com.

 

 

 

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Neil Young & Johnny Winter

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This week I’m psyched about two stories:

First, my BookLovers column in The Standard-Times where I reviewed a few of my recent reads–including Neil Young’s latest book: http://www.southcoasttoday.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20130112/ENTERTAIN/301120311/-1/LIFE18

The second is my interview with blues legend Johnny Winter that ran in my music column in the Fall River Spirit:

http://www.southcoasttoday.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20130110/PUB03/301100307

I’ll reprint my book column here in case it doesn’t open online:

 

I receive many e-mails from BookLovers asking me if I’ve read such-and-such, or what I thought of This or That, or if I’ve read so-and-so’s latest.

So, to answer your collective questions in a way, starting today, I’ll occasionally open up “The Critic’s Notebook,” where I’ll give my two cents on newer-releases that I’ve read recently. Here we go…

“Neil Young: Waging Heavy Peace,” by Neil Young (2012.)

Shakespeare, it ain’t.

It breaks my heart to say so, but this book is just not what I was expecting from a man I deeply admire.

It’s not bad—it does have a few redeeming tidbits of interesting information—but it’s lazy.

Young tells us over and over again in this book that he gave up smoking pot and drinking and hasn’t been able to write a song since. So… the only conclusion I can draw here is that maybe Neil Young can’t write sober.

His “memoir” is really a stream-of-consciousness remembering of old stories, random daily thoughts (“I’m going to go on eBay now,” “We went to Costco… I bought a set of replacement brushes for my Sonicare toothbrush.”) and dozens of exclamation-point thank-yous— i.e. paragraph-enders like “Thanks, Mom!” “Thanks, David!” “Thanks, Jimmy!” over and over… and over again.

But my main problem was his shameless and relentless self-promotion for the new MP3 player he’s creating, PureTone. If it was just mentioned once in passing, I may have simply rolled my eyes and moved on. But not only is it mentioned dozens of times, two entire chapters of his “memoirs” are dedicated commercials—“Chapter 12: And Now a Word from PureTone” and “Chapter 27: And Now Another Word From Our Sponsor, PureTone.”

The icing on the cake? At the end of the book he tells us in passing that he has changed the name from PureTone to Pono. He didn’t even bother to go back and edit…!

That’s just one example of the laziness pervasive throughout Young’s book. In describing an injury had had, he copies and pastes a Wikipedia article about the condition, then writes, “Thanks, Wiki!”

It’s like the book is one long e-mail or text message— he describes his dad’s homemade spaghetti sauce with: “OMG, it smelled great!”

He either doesn’t care about writing a decent book, or he doesn’t care about the people—read: fans— reading it. Either way, I was offended.

Having said that, the book— if not well-written— is interesting for total Neil Young die-hards, just by default. My parents, two of the biggest Neil fans I know, both started out thinking it was weird, then coming around to like it.

This is a guy who was sued by his own record company for “making music uncharacteristic of Neil Young.”  But, really, there is no such thing as “characteristic Neil Young”—this is a guy who’s done everything from 1950s’ doo-wop to an environmental-awareness rock opera.

He obviously doesn’t care what we think. Still, through bad books and a few bad records, we die-hards love him.

I guess what really turned me off was that I expected more. For my parents, Neil Young is a contemporary—a weird but talented dude they grew up with.

To me, Neil was still a hero.

But you can’t be twenty on Sugar Mountain, I suppose.

**

“The Casual Vacancy,” by J.K. Rowling (2012.)

Five stars. This novel truly cements Rowling as one of the greats. She is an absolute master of storytelling.

If you thought she was a one-trick pony with “Harry Potter,” think again. This book, Rowling’s first for adults, has that same Rowling magic, that same sparkle that makes you want to be part of her world, no matter what world that is.

This is the big story about a tiny town, as the book says. When Barry Fairbrother dies in his early forties, the tiny English village of Pagford is left in shock. Barry was a friend, a coach, a father, a friend—and a member of the Town Parish, or Council, as we say in the States.

There is a seat to be filled—a “casual vacancy”—and the town is upside down over it. Because in every small town, there is an ugly side—gossip, politics, vendettas, agendas—and Pagford is no different. And the casual vacancy left by Barry becomes the catalyst for the biggest war the tiny town has seen.

Here, Rowling creates a town and townspeople so real, I swore I knew both it and them. The brilliance of the story here is she has at least 10 different main characters, all of whom we come to truly know and care about, even as their up against each other. Their quirks, the way they talk, their secrets—it’s all so real, it’s like a movie in your head that keeps cutting back and forth to different main characters; you can see the story unfolding slowly, coming to a head, coming to a boiling point—and then Rowling blows your mind with a twist at the end.

I underlined this quote as a favorite: “But who could bear to know which stars were already dead, she thought, blinking up at the night sky; could anybody stand to know that they all were?”

 

“Wild,” by Cheryl Strayed. (2012.)

Just… wow. Now this is a memoir.

It’s completely and utterly engrossing—I read this 315-page book in about three days, so unable was I to put it down.

Plus, Strayed is one helluva writer. Talk about dynamic. She’s hilarious, cringingly honest, and deeply, deeply thoughtful. She is the perfect storm to write a first-account tale. And what a tale it is:

This is the brutally honest story of Strayed 1,100 mile solo trek on the Pacific Coast Trail, which stretches from the Mojave Desert, through California and Oregon to Washington State.

Strayed is now a married mom in her 40s. But at the time of the trek she was a 22-year-old waitress who grew up dirt poor and had just witnessed her mother, her rock, slowly die of cancer. After “sleeping with too many men” and dabbling in heroin, Strayed decided the only way to wake up and change her life was by walking a thousand miles. Alone. In the Wild.

With absolutely no experience hiking, and carrying more novels than guidebooks, Strayed sets out alone, encountering snakes, black bears, extreme snowfalls and sweltering heat, and a stunningly beautiful yet achingly lonely wilderness.

I urge you: Read. This. Book.

One of my underlined quotes: “I knew that if I allowed fear to overtake me, my journey was doomed. Fear, to a great extent, is born of a story we tell ourselves, and so I chose to tell myself a different story from the one women are told. I decided I was safe. I was strong. I was brave. Nothing could vanquish me.”

Lauren Daley is a freelance writer and book columnist. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com.

 

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Goodbye, My MVY

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I write a music column for The Fall River Spirit, usually interviews with artists who are coming to play the Narrows Center here.  This one is a little different; it ran in Dec. 20th paper. I’d like to share it here…

I remember a conversation around the cafeteria table when I was in second grade.

All the girls went around naming their favorite bands.

Every answer was “New Kids on the Block.”

When it came to me, I said, “The Traveling Wilburys.”

Blank faces stared back at me. “Who’s that?” my friend Weatherly asked.

“They sing ‘Tweeter and the Monkey Man.’ They come on MVY.”

“What’s MVY?” she asked, crunching into a carrot stick.

I didn’t know how to respond. To 8-year-old me, it was like asking what NBC was. I don’t know; it was just what came on TV. WMVY was just what came on the radio.

What I didn’t know was that FM station 92.7 from Martha’s Vineyard was one of the last remaining independent radio stations in the nation — which is why my “boy band” was Bob Dylan, Tom Petty, George Harrison, Roy Orbison and Jeff Lynne, and not Jordan, Joey and company.

I was born in 1982; WMVY was born in 1983. The station has been programmed on my parents’ radios — both car and kitchen — since before I have a memory.

The station became part of the tapestry of my childhood years, its music seeping deep into my fibers.

When I was a baby in my crib, I was probably shaking my rattle to Neil Young, Willie Nelson, Joni Mitchell, Carly Simon and James Taylor on MVY.

I associate third grade with Edie Brickell’s cover of Dylan’s “Hard Rain’s a-Gonna Fall,” which came on MVY almost every morning while I was getting dressed.

I associate fourth grade with Neil Young’s “Harvest Moon,” which came on MVY almost every evening while I did my homework at the kitchen island.

I can give you an MVY-associated song or album or artist for every year of my childhood. They’re all the songs and albums and artists that make up my music collection.

Today, as a writer, they’re often the songs I play while I work. They’re the songs I listen to while I walk, or drive, or draw, or clean the house.

So you can imagine the punch in the gut I felt when I heard MVY was going off the FM dial for good. After years of losses, the company that owns it, Aritaur Communications, cannot afford to sustain it. The 92.7 wavelength has been sold to WBUR, an NPR station out of Boston.

WMVY is the station that live-streamed concerts from the Narrows Center for the Arts here in Fall River.

It’s the station that celebrated Bob Dylan’s birthday every May, and that streamed the Newport Folk Festival live every summer. They had special shows dedicated to The Beatles and The Grateful Dead.

It was, and is, a station like no other.

But it turns out that while MVY was popular, it wasn’t necessarily raking in money. For years, Aritaur had covered the station’s losses — something they can no longer afford to do. Once the sale is approved by the Federal Communications Commission in early 2013, WBUR will be heard on 92.7 FM.

MVY will either die completely or, possibly, survive as an Internet radio station on PCs, tablets and smartphones if the station gets enough listener pledges. Right now, they have only 30 days to raise $600,000 to cover the first year’s operating budget.

Longtime DJs Barbara Dacey — who I have interviewed for other columns — and PJ Finn wrote a passionate plea on the MVY Web site:

“If we can secure the first year of operation, then we are in a great position to continue as a non-commercial and non-profit station, funded by listeners and underwriters. If we can’t raise the funds, we will go silent. … This is about keeping independent radio alive and thriving. … There’s a fork in the road. And only one saves mvyradio.”

In his Narrows Center e-Newsletter, Patrick Norton, executive director of the Fall River venue wrote:

“This is the first time I have ever used this format to solicit contributions for another organization but WMVY and the Narrows have had a long symbiotic relationship providing great music to our friends and fans. WMVY has always been big supporters and promoters of the Narrows. They are one of the last bastions of independent radio stations. They could use your help.”

The station is accepting pledges at www.mvyradio.com. It will not collect the tax-deductable donations unless it secures enough to actually stay online.

And while it would be great if the station did get enough to survive online, and we could all still listen on our iPhones and laptops, it’s still the end of an era.

The end of the pre-set car radio station era. The end of the kitchen radio era.

So, WMVY, I hope you make it. I hope to hear you on my laptop in 2013.

But good ol’ 92.7 — I’ll miss you, buddy.

Lauren Daley is a freelance writer. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com.

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Books to read by Friday

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This was my BookLovers column that ran in the Standard-Times this past Saturday. I’d like to share it again here:

Books to Read Before Friday

By LAUREN DALEY

 

To quote REM: “It’s the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine.”

Yup, friends, this is the end.

As we all know by now, the world is predicted to end this Friday, Dec. 21—not by the Mayans, of course, but by the crazies who think the Mayans predicted it.

By now, they’re crouched in their fall-out shelters, stocked up on gallon jugs of peanut butter, bottled water and stacks of batteries to save themselves from the coming Armageddon. Most likely, they did the same thing a few years ago for Y2K.

Anyway, if the crazies turn out to be right, and Friday is indeed the end of all life on the planet, well, it’s been good to know ya, BookLovers.

I’ll leave you with a list of books that, I think, every person should read in their lifetime.

Author’s note: Every time I read a “Books You Must Read” list, it always, without fail, includes the King James’ edition of the Holy Bible, the Koran and the Torrah, along with a bunch of Shakespeare, Voltaire and Chaucer.

And while it’s absolutely wonderful if you can read those books in your lifetime, most people won’t. So I’m not going to include them here.

This here is my BookLovers’ Edition Books You Should Read in Your Lifetime—many of them I have read so it is indeed possible—along with some of my favorite underlined passages in each.

You may only have six days, BookLovers. Get crackin’.

“Lolita,” by Vladimir Nabokov. (1955.) Nabokov was the most talented writer of the last hundred years, and one of the best of all time. This was his masterpiece.

“And the rest is rust and stardust.”

“Catcher in the Rye,” by J.D. Salinger. (1951.) I don’t care if you’re 16 or 106. I don’t care how cool you think you are or how much you think you know. We are all Holden Caulfield in some way.

“Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody’s around – nobody big, I mean – except me. And I’m standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff – I mean if they’re running and they don’t look where they’re going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That’s all I do all day. I’d just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it’s crazy, but that’s the only thing I’d really like to be.”

 “The Great Gatsby,” by F. Scott Fitzgerald. (1925.) Fitzgerald is right up there among the best of the century. You could read this book a hundred times and find new meanings.

“This is a valley of ashes—a fantastic farm where ashes grow like wheat into ridges and hills and grotesque gardens; where ashes take the forms of houses and chimneys and rising smoke and, finally, with a transcendent effort, of men who move dimly and already crumbling through the powdery air.”

 “Walden,” by Henry David Thoreau. (1854.) This book was a bible to me in high school, and still speaks directly to my heart.

“Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth.”

“The Little Prince,” by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry. (1943.)There’s more wisdom in this tiny book than most authors can fit into a thousand pages.

“It is such a mysterious place, the land of tears.” 

“Catch-22,” by Joseph Heller. (1961.) The funniest book about war that ever existed.

“Some men are born mediocre, some men achieve mediocrity, and some men have mediocrity thrust upon them.”

“Cat’s Cradle,” by Kurt Vonnegut. (1963.)Like Heller, Vonnegut is a master of satire, wit and war. This is one of his best.

“Perhaps, when we remember wars, we should take off our clothes and paint ourselves blue and go on all fours all day long and grunt like pigs. That would surely be more appropriate than noble oratory and shows of flags and well-oiled guns.”

“The Road,” by Cormac McCarthy. (2006.) Probably the best book written in the 21st century. Mind-blowingly brilliant, and, ironically, about the end of the world.

“He walked out in the gray light and stood and he saw for a brief moment the absolute truth of the world. The cold relentless circling of the intestate earth. Darkness implacable. The blind dogs of the sun in their running. The crushing black vacuum of the universe. And somewhere two hunted animals trembling like ground-foxes in their cover. Borrowed time and borrowed world and borrowed eyes with which to sorrow it.”

“Winnie-the-Pooh,” by A.A. Milne. (1926)I have a special place in my heart for Christopher Robin and all his beautiful imaginary animals.

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. “Pooh?” he whispered.

“Yes, Piglet?”

“Nothing,” said Piglet, taking Pooh’s hand. “I just wanted to be sure of you.”

“A Separate Peace,” by John Knowles. (1959.)One of the best books out there about the dark side of adolescence.

“Never say you are five-feet-nine when you are five-feet-eight-and-a-half… (and) always say some prayers at night because it might turn out that there is a God.”

“Siddhartha,” by Herman Hesse. (1922) A fictional story about very real philosophical concepts, this book is jam-packed with wisdom.

“And all the voices, all the goals, all the yearnings, all the sorrows, all the pleasures, all the good and evil, all of them together was the world. All of them together was the stream of events, the music of life.”

“Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland,” by Lewis Carroll. (1865.) Forget all the colorful movies. The book is a literary masterpiece.

“She generally gave herself very good advice, (though she very seldom followed it).”

 “Of Mice and Men,” by John Steinbeck. (1937.) I’ve read this book a dozen times and cried a dozen times. One of the most beautiful books about friendship ever written.

A guy needs somebody―to be near him. A guy goes nuts if he ain’t got nobody. Don’t make no difference who the guy is, long’s he’s with you. I tell ya, I tell ya a guy gets too lonely an’ he gets sick.”

I’m running out of room here, but there are a few more I’d like to mention.

Me Talk Pretty One Day,” by David Sedaris. (2000.)My favorite humor writer, and one of my favorite writers period. I’ve read all my copies of his books so many times, they’ve got more dog-ears than a kennel (bada boom!) This collection of essays is one of my favorites.

“On my fifth trip to France I limited myself to the words and phrases that people actually use… I went from speaking like an evil baby to speaking like a hillbilly. “Is thems the thoughts of cows?” I’d ask the butcher, pointing to the calves’ brains displayed in the front window. “I want me some lamb chop with handles on ‘em.” 

Okay, I’m running out of room here, but I have few more to mention:

“Letters to A Young Poet,” by Rainer Maria Rilke.

“Wuthering Heights,” by Emily Bronte

“Emma,” by Jane Austen

“The Diary of a Young Girl,” by Anne Frank

“Heart of Darkness,” by Joseph Conrad

“Moby-Dick,” by Herman Melville

“The Grapes of Wrath,” by John Steinbeck

“The Giver,” by Lois Lowry

“Walk Two Moons,” by Sharon Creech

“The Lord of the Flies,” by William Golding

“The Adventures of Tom Sawyer,” by Mark Twain

“Civil Disobedience,” by Thoreau

“Nine Stories,” by Salinger

“The Scarlet Letter,” by Nathaniel Hawthorne

Until, hopefully, next week, BookLovers.

Lauren Daley is a freelance writer and book columnist. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com.

 

 

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My Father, The Poet

 

This was my BookLovers column in The Standard-Times for Fathers’ Day. This one’s close to my heart.

 

“Surely, he was all real things to us: our blue-striped unicorn, our double-lensed burning glass, our consultant genius, our portable conscience, our supercargo and our one full poet.”

— J.D. Salinger

One April night, 10 years ago, I took about a dozen friends from our freshmen dorm at Stonehill College to a beach in Westport for my friend Sarah’s 19th birthday. We were going to have a birthday bonfire.

On the way, we stopped in at my parents’ house in Little Compton, R.I., and after a little bit, we headed off. Later on, after the fire was lit, my friend Meg said, “Okay, so your dad is, like, this poet or something.”

“What do you mean?” I asked. But I knew what she meant. And I was secretly floored.

Because this is what I had always thought about my dad — but I had lived with him for 19 years. I never thought anyone else could pick up on it so quickly.

“He’s a lone wolf. An eccentric. A poet,” she said, spinning her stick to toast her marshmallow evenly. “He’s cool, but he doesn’t know he’s cool. And that makes him even cooler.”

“It’s all in the hair and the glasses,” my friend Sarah added with a nod, referring to the shock of white curls and 1960s retro-style glasses my dad has worn since, well, they weren’t retro.

“He’s just quiet, just chillin’ out, listening, when everyone else is being wicked loud,” my friend Justin added as he opened the graham cracker box. “Plus his shirt was from a road race in 1980. That’s badass.”

The conclusion made that night around the fire was that Mr. Daley was, indeed, some kind of poet.

Not a sit-in-my-bedroom-and-write-sonnets-about-rocks poet, but a read-about-planets, run-five-miles-in-the-rain, guitar-playing, I’ll-just-duct-tape-my-jacket, this-day-old-toast-is-perfectly-fine type poet.

That all my friends could see this from one visit blew my mind.

See, my dad has always been my hero. Since I was a little kid, I wanted to be just like him. I grew up not thinking, but knowing, my father was brilliant. Both my mom and my nana said so.

“Your father is brilliant,” my nana would say when she babysat my sister and me.

“How do you know?” we’d ask.

“He’s got the mind of a scientist and the hair of a nutty professor,” she’d say, clasping her hands with an Irish mother’s pride, seemingly equally proud of both brains and curls.

“Your father is brilliant,” my mother would tell us after my dad had helped us with chemistry or algebra homework.

“Has this been tested?” we’d ask, not with sarcasm, but genuine interest. “Is this proven on paper?”

“Well no, but he reads the newspaper front to back every day,” she’d say, straight-faced and completely matter-of-factly, as if this was a MENSA qualification. “He’s always reading, your father.”

My mother was always reading, too, but I think she meant that my dad read non-fiction, books about history or science. His book shelf doesn’t have any John Grisham or cheap whodunnits.

My dad’s shelves are filled with books about the cosmos or how black holes form; books about birds, trees, planets and stars.

My dad’s shelves are filled with dog-eared classics like “Animal Farm,” “1984,” or “The Bridge Over San Luis Rey.” Books he ordered decades ago from Time-Life: “Planet Earth,” “Voyage Through the Universe,” “Curious and Unusual Facts.” Books with duct-taped spines that he still has from URI in the 1960s: “The Odyssey,” “Walden,” “Three Greek Tragedies.”

Some dads are poets because they insist on mowing the lawn with an old-fashioned blade push mower. Because they insist on doing things the Hard Way. Because they play Neil Young on their guitar and because they still can’t use a computer. Because they read about the night sky in front of their wood stove, burning with wood they stacked themselves in a house they helped build with their own two hands.

Some dads are poets because they love their kids with a love that can’t quit: They will always worry about your car and pay for the oil change. They will help you move again and again. They slip gas money into your hand. Dads like these need to help you, need to love you, need to provide.

And there is always something to provide, with dads like these; there is always something more to teach you:

There is a concert you’d love, a walk at the beach you need to take, a classic film you should see, and always there are more books you should read.

The world can be a sad and lonely place, but it is also wonderfully bizarre and endlessly fascinating. They teach you this not so much in words but actions.

Dads like mine, they might stand and watch the waves crash, and you could sit there all day and wonder what they’re thinking. And you may never know. He may never tell you.

But when he turns and sees you sitting on your blanket, he will hold his hand high in greeting, he will wait for you to wave back, and when you do, he will break into a smile.

Happy Father’s Day, Dad. I love you.

Lauren Daley is a freelance writer. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com

 

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Chick Lit Makes Girls Dumb

This ran in my book column in The Standard-Times in March, 2009. I’d like to share it here:

Chick lit makes girls dumb

BookLovers

By Lauren Daley

It’s everywhere I turn lately.

Chick lit.

And its glowing, Barbie-pink stupidity.

It’s depressing.

Example:

At a store this week, I saw an aisle of “girls’ books.”

They were all pink.

They all had to do with one or more of the following: posh high school academies; stealing boyfriends; catfights; cheerleading; the names Shannon, Jessica, Katie, or Steph; boys; popularity; “queen bees;” the “It” girl; dumping old boyfriends for hotter boyfriends; lame parents; parties; prom; quarterbacks; shopping; fat nerds; cute college boys.

This is what little girls are made of.

For the blissfully ignorant, chick lit — short for “chick literature” — books have pink covers, usually with silhouette drawings of skinny-legged women with shopping bags, or two hands sharing a cup of tea, or stiletto heels, or a box of chocolates.

They are not literature.

They are the tome equivalent of soap operas, press-on nails, and Pall Mall cigarettes rolled into a Barbie Doll.

They create Bimbos.

That these books exist, de facto, separates literature — a universal, human thing — into gender-specific categories.

Books like this tell us: men think; women daydream.

They tell us girls can read, but not too much; think, but not too hard.

I’m supposed to read “Chocolate and Men,” “Shop ‘Til You Drop!” “Martinis and Shoes,” “Blueberry Scones and Friends Forever,” “Tropical Dreamers.”

I’m supposed to lose myself in the posh world of Amber or Callie or Gwyn as she shops for designer jeans and buys $5,000 handbags and makes a tramp of herself in Manhattan or London or Los Angeles.

She’s so cool.

It’s assumed that I don’t comprehend too much more than that, or at the very least, that I’m not willing to.

The supermarket romance novel has reared its ugly head into the young adult genre — more specifically, young girls’ literature.

It’s bad enough when a 45-year-old woman reads fluff like “My Candy Boyfriend” or “Martini Nights” and thinks it’s real literature.

It’s quite another when a 12-year-old girl reads it.

I Googled “girls literature” and one of the first sites that came up was “Gossip Girl,” which apparently is a popular series of books, now also a TV show with the same name.

This is what it said on the books’ Web site:

“Welcome to New York City’s Upper East Side, where my friends and I live, play and sleep — sometimes with each other. “¦ Everyone is gorgeous, everything is fabulous, and jealousy and betrayal are everywhere you look.”

It’s comforting to know that this series is so popular it was picked up for a TV series.

And those “Shopaholic” chick lit books have been turned into the “Shopaholic” chick flick movie, released last month.

Both lit and flick are about NYC gal Rebecca Bloomwood, who’s addicted to shopping. She dreams of becoming a journalist, eventually gets a job as a columnist at a fashion magazine and becomes a huge celebrity. But “her compulsive shopping and growing debt issues threaten to destroy her love life and derail her career “¦”

… Wow.

My boyfriend and I were in the UMass library this week, attempting to take refuge in all things Deep and Good — but Chick Lit’s gooey pink rays of Stupidity penetrate even the walls of Higher Learning.

There on the shelf: a pink cover with doodles and curlicues.

Its hideousness could not be mistaken for anything else but Bimbo.

We had to read it.

It told girls and women how to dress “skinny.”

It explained how big boots will make your legs look skinnier; how pumps are always slimming. It told us how to dress for success — something with a V-neck “¦ I think it killed some brain cells.

Need another example?

The following series is recommended for 13-year-old girls:

“Angus, Thongs and Full-frontal Snogging;” “Knocked Out By My Nunga-nungas;” “Dancing in my Nuddy Pants.”

The Sunday Times of London called author Louise Rennison “the queen of the pink-book pack.”

Lauren Daley is a chick who reads literature. There’s a difference. Contact her at ldaley33@gmail.com.

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Never Create Anything. It will be misinterpreted.

 

 

 

Advice for Geraldine on her Miscellaneous Birthday

stay in line. stay in step. people

are afraid of someone who is not

in step with them. it makes them
look foolish t’ themselves for
being in step. it might even
cross their minds that they themselves
are in the wrong step. do not run
nor cross the red line. if you go
too far out in any direction, they
will lose sight of you. they’ll feel
threatened. thinking that they are
not a part of something that they
saw go past them, they’ll feel
something’s going on up there that
they don’t know about. revenge
will set in. they will start thinking
of how t’ get rid of you. act
mannerly towards them. if you don’t,
they will take it personal. as you
come directly in contact face t’ face
do not make it a secret of how
much you need them. if they sense
that you have no need for them,
the first thing they will do is
try t’ make you need them. if
this doesn’t work, they will tell
you of how much they don’t need
you. if you do not show any sadness
at a remark such as this, they
will immediately tell other people
of how much they don’t need you.
your name will begin t’ come up
in circles where people gather
to tell about all the people they
don’t need. you will begin t’ get
famous this way. this, though, will
only get the people who you don’t need
in the first place
all the more madder.
you will become
a whole topic of conversation.
needless t’ say, these people
who don’t need you will start
hating themselves for needing t’ talk
about you. then you yourself will
start hating yourself for causing so
much hate. as you can see, it will
all end in one great gunburst.
never trust a cop in a raincoat.
when asked t’ define yourself exactly,
say you are an exact mathematician.
do not say or do anything that
he who standing in front of you
watching cannot understand, he will
feel you know something he
doesn’t. he will react with blinding
speed and write your name down.
talk on his terms. if his terms
are old-fashioned an’ you’ve
passed that stage all the more easier
t’ get back there. say what he
can understand clearly. say it simple
t’ keep your tongue out of your
cheek. after he hears you, he can
label you good or bad. anyone will
do. t’ some people, there is only
good an’ bad. in any case, it will
make him feel somewhat important.
it is better t’ stay away from
these people. be careful of
enthusiasm…it is all temporary
an’ don’t let it sway you. when asked
if you go t’ church, always answer
yes, never look at your shoes. when
asked you you think of gene autry
singing of hard rains gonna fall say
that nobody can sing it as good as
peter, paul and mary. at the mention
of the president’s name, eat a pint of
yogurt an’ go t’ sleep early…when
asked if you’re a communist, sing
america the beautiful in an
italian accent. beat up nearest
street cleaner. if by any
chance you’re caught naked in a
parked car, quick turn the radio on
full blast an’ pretend
that you’re driving. never leave
the house without a jar of peanut
butter. do not wear
matched socks. when asked to do 100
pushups always smoke a pound
of deodorant beforehand.
when asked if you’re a capitalist, rip
open your shirt, sing buddy can
you spare a dime with your
right foot forward an’ proceed t’
chew up a dollar bill.
do not sign any dotted line. do not
fall in trap of criticizing people
who do nothing else but criticize.
do Not create anything. it will be
misinterpreted. it will not change.
it will follow you the
rest of your life. when asked what you
do for a living say you laugh for
a living. be suspicious of people
who say that if you are not nice
t’ them, they will commit suicide.
when asked if you care about
the world’s problems, look deeply
into the eyes of he that asks
you, he will not ask you again. when
asked if you’ve spent time in jail,
announce proudly that some of your
best friends’ve asked you that.
beware of bathroom walls that’ve not
been written on. when told t’ look at
yourself…never look. when asked
t’ give your real name…never give it.

— bob dylan

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